Fireworks.

For someone who's emotional, which simply means that emotions can be felt intensely and easily, for ourselves or even for others; this might be too much to bear at times. Thus turning to writing might be a way, although it's never possible to pen down every single thought and feeling.

The feeling of losing someone, not literally, but in the sense of being forgotten, not very much in their present lives right now. The contrast is much more vast when the lives of one another overlap so much in the past. 

Sometimes it makes me wonder, for me to feel so much for the other person, thinking that we are still linked closely and very much involved in their lives, is it just my wishful thinking? Is it true? Maybe not a completely mutual thought at times I guess. 

Part of me hope that we can go back to the past like how we are like last time. But I know it's never possible, for our lives will progress and move on. Change is the only constant, they say. I never really believe it when I was younger. Maybe that's why it's harder to swallow this hard truth when I grow older till now. 

Nevertheless, they will always be kept in a part inside of me. If things are still very much the same, I'm thankful and will do my best to preserve and maintain it. If is not, I'm still happy that it happened before, for the memories and experience worth that much too. 

The love that I gave to you all; and you all too; I'll always keep you close to my heart. 

A special place for you all.

Those were the days.

Today I have a sudden urge to watch 'Goong the Princess Hours', again. The very first Korean drama I've ever watched, which of course brought along the k-pop fan in the inner me and this has to be my most beloved drama ever. Not to forget the feeling that 'Perhaps Love' OST that has brought to me since 9 years ago. 

Those were the days, the carefree ones, rushing for school work and deadlines and worrying endlessly about exam grades; yet at the same time sharing and enjoying all the drama scenes and wishing we were part of it, and of cos with the song that lifts up the mood.

To me, it always brought back the nostalgic past but also made me wonder about the future. And personally, it always made me feel like everything is happening at overseas. Like in the European countries at night, with the cold wind blowing against you when walking on the streets or looking out of the windows, watching the lights and crowd. Or perhaps staring out far into the night sky, breathing in the cold wind blowing onto your face while enjoying it with that particular smell in the air.

And I know why I would feel it more strongly towards the year end, because that's the period when the show aired 9 years ago and when I was watching it for the very first time ^^

I couldn't put all these into sentences with greater vocabulary, but it's a great avenue for me to pen down whatever I can relate to. I can't wait for the year end weather that can make me experience all these more frequently.

For now, I just wish I have more time everyday to watch it as I know it will often be at the back of my mind!

/Perhaps, love.

Aspirations.

It has been such a long time (almost two and a half years I can't believe it time flies too fast) since I wrote here. I guess I should make it a habit, or at least it's an apt space to pen down how I feel. Been having strong feelings about to fulfill many plans! To learn photography, flower arranging, workout activities, to travel and possible stock up my wardrobe (number of items feels to be dwindling). Really have to save up to make them come true soon!

Work has been good, stable and all. But it might be time to move on next year, perhaps exploring other areas to know where I can belong. Hopefully I am able to discover it.

Seriously excited for the little plans and goals I have for myself and sincerely hope they can be somewhat successful! Also, this month is whereby me and my love will share another milestone in our love life. Looking forward to our long-awaited outing day on our anniversary day! xx

/Rêverie

helloooooo!!!
*dear are you surprised that i blogged?! haha!*

okay really super long nvr blog!
this shall be my last blog post of 2012!!
although i really dont have the new year feel compared to last yr, dk why sia.
but nevertheless, i shall still write down my new year resolutions!!
this yr i shall set less!! =X i mean set those impt ones! so i can have higher chances of achieving all of them hehe.
here we go!!! :

1) to get good grades for prelims and finals! really really impt this one i shall do my best for it.
    2nd year le!!! time flies. this yr is crucial as well. must really work hard!!!

2) jog at least once a month! omg this one needs serious motivation and determination.
    okay this is.. i shall do my best for it =X

3) find another tutee! 2 tutees will be good. hopefully can find!!

4) spend time with my family, beloved and friends and all my loved ones! haha i always do that, i mean, to     keep it the same way. (:

5) to be a better me. of cos i'm good as my present self, haha! just that i can be better so as to do my very very best to keep my relationship with dear stable and strong, no matter what it takes!! (:

done with my new year resolutions le!! some are repeated ones from last year! (:
2013 will be busy. a lot of events!!
my 21st birthday!!! omg becoming old liao >< then cny, valentine's day, prelims, finals.
looking forward to end of finals!!! so me and dear can go somewhere special for our 1 year anniversary!!! ^^ hehehe!! our greatest motivation and drive for our exams to reward and enjoy and celebrate after that!!! :DDD

of cos, i hope 2013 to be a better year! although i would say that 2012 has been a very good year for me le ((: for everyone to stay healthy, happy, safe and smooth in whatever they do! (:
will blog again soon de!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE!! (:

bientot!

heyyy! omg my blog collect dust alrdy.
too many backlog seriously, cant possibly blog abt everything!
shall just pick out some of the impt ones!

firstly is my work! really glad that i met such great colleagues and friends at maybank!!
they are always so fun and entertaining and really made my work more enjoyable!
and really touched when they gave me flowers and gifts and card on my last day although we only knew one another for such a short period of 2 months plus!
really hope that we can still keep in touch and maintain our friendship! (:

but i'm quite sad abt not having meeting up a lot of friends during these hol ):
everyone like so busy with their own things and hard to arrange a common time to meet up.
really hope my close friends will have time to meet up for at least once!

sch is starting tml after 4 months of hol omggg.
not say not prepared for it, okay maybe not really prepared. but is not prepared for the stress lvl that has to be faced. definitely it will be tougher than first year, and of cos need devote more time and effort for studies. really hope i can cope and do well for this year!!

actually i want to dedicate a part for you de dear! but think it would be better if i write everything in text for you later hehe. ^^
i shall summarise a bit over here! thank you for everything you have done for me dear, really. and i believe we will keep our love grow stronger and stronger and always stretches on. love you very very much dear. ((:

okay i think the next time i blog will be like dk when alrdy =X
but will blog once i have the mood and time!
see you soon!

bientot!